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Claudia

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Ashen Soul by Araneolae, literature

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Ashen Soul

Alone. Silence rings in my ears, A reminder that I am alone. I wrap myself in this shawl of silence, Hating every moment, closer to insanity. Blackened eyes and bloody mascara beckon humility. Unsafe. Exposed to the elements, I rot away in the empty sunlight, The rain of days ago eating of my flesh. I cannot move, inability to defend myself, I lay still, feeling the maggots delve into my wounds. Sadness. Tears stain my cheeks and chest, A disdain of shackled hearts and impressed minds. Music is a bunch of noises, no longer harmony, My melody is gone away. I will hear her song no more. Sanity. Songs that were special still h

Ask Of Feelings by Araneolae, literature

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Ask Of Feelings

Admittedly, Something happy. Something sad. Turn around and something says No. Thinking is a sacred thing. I don't use this sacred art at times. A word that shouldn't be spoken was said, And from that, a feud hath begun. Don't know why. The words weren't my own. Feelings are hurt and couples on strings, Trying to cross the river of doubt. Hang your head in discontent, Tie your wrists with punishment, And whisper your prayers. It's not neccessarily a bad thing knowing each detail, And few would love an explanation. Hurt was not my asking. Things were said that should not have been said. Given unto you was dealt a card of sti

Glass Water by Araneolae, literature

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Glass Water

Skies of grey, tainted by crimson, Calling my name, singing softly to me. Hollow room, hollow soul, lifeless day dancing, A piercing shrill of rotting corpse alive. Glassy eyes, bloodshot to the core, Deplete my being forevermore. Walk down my pathway, Greet me at my door, Soothing sounds of ocean breeze, Tease my senses and whirlwhind about. It's getting colder and I'm sinking faster, In sands that are paler than the moonbeams. The clouds are burning, on fire, As the sun kisses the horizon with a delicate lick. Upon waters, glimmering with hazed designs of yesterdays, Thrashing the cool tumbling ocean foam over the shore. Di

Minor Chords by Araneolae, literature

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Minor Chords

Silent midnight, Purest loving dawn, The only one song, I'll sing. My mourning call, I'll still fall, And then I'll have to crawl. Cold nights, Teasing warming breaths, This is my one caress of peace. My regret makes me ill for you, I don't know what to do. Watch with shallow eyes, Coldest grey of a winter day, Lightning bolt of an instant flourished. The swaying trees, then I'm on my knees, Praying. Praying for solitude, Solitude ruined by thunderous crashes. Watch the glass shatter, It's my broken pulse. For I never saw more remorse for a corpse, Than that of my own dead.

Mother Moon by Araneolae, literature

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Mother Moon

There she is... My beauteous Mother Moon, Led by her sister stars, In all her grace and brilliance, I embrace her song. A song of years untouched, A glint of hope on the horizon, A sweet melody of pasts, A lovely harmony of futures, Of these she sings. Why are you so beautiful? So unique, so perfect. If I could steal a moonbeam, I would, For then I could attain some perfection, In this faulted world. The way you glow, Even when your grasses are black, And your waters are dismal, You illuminate with such a prescence, An irreplacable ripple in the sea. Everchanging, yet remaining true, You were the moon I saw last week, W

Losing Love by Araneolae, literature

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Losing Love

I lit a candle last night, Bowed my head and whispered a prayer. It wasn't loud... It wasn't very long, But it got the point across, That I wanted you home... I can't believe you were gonna leave, Forever and a day so far.... I cried so much I drowned my flame, I put myself and my heart to blame, I don't want to cry again, I want to be... happy I laid in bed freezing, I saw my breath and I saw your shadow. You were hovering, and you were loving You kept care of me, while my tears froze to my eyes I couldn't believe, this actually could be Your final loss and my demise. I cried so much I drowned my flame, I put myself and my

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His Touch by Araneolae, literature

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His Touch

At night, before I sleep, I look out the window to the world, Hoping for my love's arms to open for me. His touch upon my cool flesh, His breath upon my silken hair, His love upon my heart, Nothing could I be without he. Bliss upon euphoria, even drugs cannot surpass, The feelings that I feel when he I hear. The nocturnal song that sings to me, Each and everynight before we dream. Show me a shooting star, so I know you're there. Look at the moon, I am here. Forever shall I stay with you. Nothing more I shall ask for, Than what you have given me. Being held in the cold night, Underneath silken crimson covers, His lips upon my

The Evil Around by Araneolae, literature

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The Evil Around

Yeah, do you see me? Do you see the thing I've become? Do you remember in Kindergarden when we always sang songs, Looked happy, wore pink, and smiled constantly? We learned our ABC's, 123's, Do Re Me's, and Hey hey Hellos, What did I learn? I started to learn how to hate. He always called me names, like retard and stupid. She said my hair was too poofy and I looked like a small dog. I always went to Church, like a good little girl, cuz Mommy said I'd go to hell. I sat in my little Sunday dress, paying attention about Jesus, Learning about God and how he always would be there for me in trouble. "Jesus loves me, yes I know." Who ca

Our Secret Melody -Araneolae- by Araneolae, literature

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Our Secret Melody -Araneolae-

Through the darkened nights, I'll hold you, Hold you sleeping tightly in my arms, I won't let anything harm. You are my angel, I live for you dearest love, I am your saving light. Baby dear...you. Never will I let you go, Never will I let you die, Mommy and Daddy will always be at your side, Holding you up...Supporting you... Keeping you down to Earth like you've been from birth. Baby love...my little one...my baby love.. Araneolae, Corvo.. Baby love true, Ooh.. Hold you tight and warm, even though the night scary, I'll be there. As I lay you down to sleep, I pray our gods your soul to keep. ---------- Remember, we're always

Dans Mon Coeur by Araneolae, literature

Sedation and my Inner Pulse by Araneolae, literature

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Sedation and my Inner Pulse

Take nails of iron and scar them down my cheek, Blood may rain from the cuts within. Sutures tasting of salted oceans, Give me an unpleasant lick or two. This feeling of nausea I pray goes away, I've been doubled over too many times to count. Pull my hair out and try to scream, But those sutures keep my mouth shut. Hand on a cheek, bruised dementia, Pray it goes away before another day. Ailing, gagging, trying to breath on sick air, Entombed in what I call my very own room. The first day, everything was fine and okay. I smiled, I laughed, and everything was grand. As I watch the ceiling twirl into a midnight dancing reverie. A

Cease To Breathe by Araneolae, literature

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MY LOVE by Modzzz, literature

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MY LOVE

You're everything that I want You're all that I've dreamed You and me We are Eccentrics Revolted But for the first time Lovers Devoted You're everything that I want You're all that I've d

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When Night Falls On Me by Araneolae, literature

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When Night Falls On Me

Arms outstretched, awaiting me, You're not shouting anymore. Walking away I see the pain, It hurt so much to hurt you. But this time it's cut too deep, Sealed with lies through so many tears, You're the one who cries when you're alone. I have lived and I died for you, Though I've tried to forget, I realize you're afraid. I wanted you to be with me, I'd give anything now, I can't go on, You can't escape. Lost from within, pursuing the end, Scared to death to face reality, You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry. But now that I've given up on you, And leave me broken and defeated, I can't lie anymore, I wi

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Current Residence: Pennsylvania
Favourite genre of music: Metal: Death, Nu, Black, Hard- Rock
Favourite photographer: M. Crow
Operating System: PC
Favourite cartoon character: Royce
Personal Quote: I cannot be forsaken, because I'm not the only one.

Favourite Visual Artist

MFC

Favourite Movies

Interview With The Vampire or Queen of The Damned

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Cradle of Filth; Mudvayne; Evanescence; Rhapsody; Dimmu Borgir

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Edgar Allan Poe

Favourite Games

RPGs, DDRMax

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

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My mind and a pencil or Microsoft Word, PSP8

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Writing, Singing, Dancing,

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Araneolae

Nov 12, 2023

crossposting some of my old poetry to new sites. If you see them on other sites, 99% chance it’s me posting. Be safe. Be well. Be loved.

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Araneolae

Jan 30, 2022

A Long Overdue Apology To those I hurt. To those I have betrayed. To those who I have lied to. Especially you. You who deserved so much more. I was young, foolish, and stupid. I can’t erase what I’ve done. I can apologize but don’t expect forgiveness. I deserve the pain I carry for hurting others. I could give reasons why, but they don’t matter. For what it’s worth, I genuinely cared. I still do. Wish the best for yours and you. I am sorry. For everything. Be well. X

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Araneolae

Jan 30, 2022

An Apology Long Overdue To those I hurt. To those I have betrayed. To those who I have lied to. Especially you. You who deserved so much more. I was young, foolish, and stupid. I can’t erase what I’ve done. I can apologize but don’t expect forgiveness. I deserve the pain I carry for hurting others. I could give reasons why, but they don’t matter. For what it’s worth, I genuinely cared. I still do. Wish the best for yours and you. I am sorry. For everything. Be well. X

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Hello Araneolae : )

~Araneolae
Claudia

* is an Emotional Poet
* is Female
* is a deviant since Oct 5, 2003, 11:48 AM
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* is located in United States
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